Why’d He Grow Tits, All We Gave Him Was Hormones Before Bedtime

Confession – I did turn to drugs briefly. I didnt know what else to do. I was losing everything, between sleep and money issues I was working all night, lucky to get 2-4 hours of sleep every other day. In 9 years I could count on one hand the nights I had gotten 8 hours of sleep. My family did the opposite of help, I couldnt find trustworthy childcare, respite care is so non-existent there isnt even a waitlist, and I just sorta gave up for a bit. Ive paid way beyond what my crime deserves though I think, and ill never forgive myself but I still dont know how I could have saved us.

Its funny but in the court documents Mark Valles puts in one paragraph that they were keeping my son because of a longterm substance abuse issue – and literally the next paragraph that I had said I had only used for 1 month. The previous pages were details of the 3 years of CPS contact we’d had where they found no evidence of drug use in the home. Even when they found me unconscious and took my son they didnt find any paraphenelia. Apparently im such a smooth criminal I can predict a corrupt social worker peeking in windows and doors creeper-style and get rid of evidence while unconscious! With those kinds of skills at deception I should be working for CPS huh?

They didnt give me a single drug test in the 3+ visits and years they had investigated but by the time they did test me they’d had my son for a week. It was negative, as was the next, and the next. There were no problems until I recovered enough to stand up for myself in fact but it doesnt really matter. The court never saw any of those results and had already decided to detain my son longterm before the evidence even existed.

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